Pony Laugh

Here is what my life consists of currently:
SLEEEEEEEP.
No money.
Loneliness, loneliness, loneliness.
Homesick for that boy.
Working long shifts at a job I dislike... hey, it's (soon to be) money.
Allergies.
A lack of a healthy diet, but lots of free food!
No sweets.
Putting an average of 100 miles a day on my car.
Did I mention no money?
Jumping on the tramp (a rare plus).
Free time. Weird, huh?
Attempted song writing... leading right into ->
Failed song writing.
Crazy, high stress, or graphic dreams.
and last but not least....
Rock band with Star and Russ.

To expand on that... I recertified in CPR this week and started working the next day. It was terrible. Cross your fingers that it will get better or I am TOAST. I drive to Salt Lake almost everyday just to keep a dull edge on my social skills (to see Marci or Ben and Steph or Star and Russ.. or all of the above). Marci is living with her grandma and spending so much time around her grandma makes me wonder if I would enjoy working with the more "experienced" people aka oldness. I enjoyed my day off today and recooperated nicely from a terrible first day of work. My day consisted of sleeping in, showering, falling back asleep, getting up and watching two movies, Made of Honor (I cried. Who knows why.), and Step Up 2, both of which hit the spot quite nicely. Those were followed by vacuuming the house, as requested by my dear uncle Robert, and then peacing out to pick up Marci and get to Star's house in time to watch SO YOU THINK YOU CAN DANCE!!!!! Good heck, I love that show. Embarrassingly enough, I accidentally wore my So You Think You Can Dance hoodie that I got at the tour in Salt Lake. I guess you could call me a groupie. Trying to keep a positive outlook and stay motivated. Today was the first day I let myself wear my favorite gray sweats in about a month. Thaaaank goodness for gray sweats that are the cherries on top to good days.